Perfection

I admitted today that I have been scared of him seeing my flaws, realizing how not perfect I am. For some reason I thought I had to be perfect to deserve his love. He never said so, I just decided it must be so. Not because he is perfect, just because I always have to be. So I tried to hide the flaws I have, but I'm bad at hiding stuff, another not perfect trait I own. And he saw me. Flaws and all. I don't think any man has ever paid attention to me like him, with his eyes, his ears, his nose, all his senses seem heightened. And he still wants to love me. Still wants to hold me in his arms till he grows old. Still wants to take me on, with my child and be apart of our family. Still wants to make babies and live together. 

We have always traded honesty, with open palms and clear sentences. What I thought he didn't see we're the lies I told myself. But he sees everything, he hears everything and that is why I'm his. Forever. 

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