Sadness

She is that friend I wish I'd never met but still stay in my life. I try to avoid her, try to hide from her, try to push her out of my life, but she comes back. She always comes back. And I try to hide so that others don't see that she's still in my life. Do they see her? Her and her sister sometimes come together, the more I resist them the more powerful they become. I sometimes wonder if I'll die with them sitting on my chest. Probably. They will be holding hands, like they sometimes do and whisper to each other as I take my last breath.

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